i spoke with someone yesterday...
his name is alexander, and, when faye asked him nicely, he told me many things.
he figured me out from the get go. he saw the sad little girl, and the beautiful woman trying to get out. he showed me where i came from, where i am and where i'm going...and showed me indefinitely that i've made a wrong turn.
well...maybe not "wrong". i went down that road for a reason, and i've taken a lot from the walk...but today i learned that it will never be what i'm trying to make of it. "he and i" will never be "us". and while that's something i've said before, and was, actually, quite prepared to and almost wanted [mo